Why Screwing the Crazy Fucking Rock!
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Why Screwing the Crazy Fucking Rock!

 

 

I have heard before that crazy bitches, and what I would define as a crazy bitch in this situation is a bitch who is mentally unstable, has a personality disorder of some sort, and you don’t know if she’ll chop your balls off in your sleep or not. Well, what I have heard about them is the sex is mind fucking blowing. Don’t believe? Google it! I started to wonder myself if the same quirk applies for crazy ass fuckers and if it does why in hell are these psychos so seductive sexually? From personal experience, the most unstable, insanely rocky relationship I have ever been in has also been the most intense and fucking ahhhhhh-mazing sex I have EVER, I mean EVER had in my life. And I roll my eyes back as I am typing that.

 

Obviously twisted but I can deal with crazy, if he fucks me over and over and over and over to make up for all the in-between madness. Fuck, I am getting super wet just thinking about it. I need to shake this off…. Okay, so back to my thought. I felt the need to obsessively and excessively research, gather data, and form a hypothesis:

Does having a personality disorder somehow enhances one’s ability to perform above average sexually?

 

I sat and contemplate how an obviously unstable individual, can perform so greatly in the sack and it hit me. When abusers abuse, the abused keep coming back for more. How manipulation and mind control explain the ability to twerk that pussy is simple. This person, this abuser, this ole so spectacular human being that you so desire and crave, has you brain washed and under their spell. I don’t talk about love much when I blog, because it fucking sucks but given the topic it is crucial. When you love somebody, like truly love, you give them that fragile part of you, then all of you. You believe they won’t break you, they will keep you safe, and adore you. You demolish your cemented walls and break free from concern, therefore your inhibitions roam free. Momentarily, everything intensifies. Everything is better, stronger and more powerful than you could have ever fantasized. Your PD partner becomes of you. Consumes you. Is an extension of you. Thus sex is raw, emotional and mind blowing.

 

Adrenaline, fear, thrill becomes of the relationship and becomes of you. You know nothing and it is impossible to predict what will happen next.

Thrill.

Drama.

Everyone loves to hate it and you can never admit to this, but you have some how managed to become addicted to it. A drama junkie. I am not at all saying this is the case for everyone and that they secretly love it so they stick around. No, some are in shit situations where kids, money, and their life depends on it. I suppose I am directing it at the ones who keeps coming back because of all the sex begotten, he is king and the way he has ravished you, penetrate your sex, and made you cum so fucking hard you are instantaneously comatose is nothing… and I mean NOTHING they will ever experience again. I know cause I define all that is and partake all that in the adrenaline seeking, thrill yearning, sex fiendish “victim role”.

 

I have had my fair share of drama only ten lifetimes can mend. Accustomed and resilient to pain, misery, and agony. Fight against it, will not fall before it, and am never to break from it. But the choice I had made of repetitively returning to him, in the end was mines and all my own. So I cannot, will not play victim. I saw right through him, knew his game, predict the outcomes, but I chose as you have chosen to remain drowning in the ocean of insanity for the pleasures in the thrill.

 

Why are personality disordered men and women so fucking good in bed? Because of the thrill you’ve derived from their drama, manipulation, and games they have either learned to have perfected or has poor insight of themselves. Whichever it may be the emotional packed intensity of your relationship has unhinged and deactivated your inhibitions just enough to make you feel the burning passion when they fuck you.

 

What happens when you take the same individual, place them in a mundane situation with a random attractive stranger, push them to fuck? The prognosis will highly differentiate from what you two share. Passionate, mind blowing, “fuck me til I die” orgasms. 

 

 

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Jayde Onyx Lei

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9 Responses

  1. Julian Lisette
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    Normal people empathize. They care. They worry. Perhaps they worry too much. I think the fear of hurting someone, or pushing them past their current limits is exactly the reason why ‘normal’ people have ‘normal’ aka ‘boring’ sex. You have to push beyond the careful consideration to break through those barriers and access the more primal savage sex that we really REALLY love.

    I think the crazies have that ability innately. Their filter for normal behavior is messed up.

    At least that’s how I see the situation.
    =)

  2. amediablogger
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    I totally hear what you’re saying. Layla and I experienced a life/death situation together in 2006 and as a result we both suffered with PTSD. My point is the sex is fucking amazing and layla jokes and says Sometimes that the best people to fuck are those who have come close to death or are completely fucked up since there are no boundaries or inhibitions… I’d have to agree based on my experiences. However, it doesn’t mean I’m a heartless cunt it just means I can’t deal with boring superficial problems or relate to first world problems so I do sometimes come across as being cold, unsympathetic, emotionally distant and dismissive unless of course I’ve got a fucked up woman beside me.

    In terms of abusive and head fuck I’m not like that. I think the worst thing a person can do to another is to attempt to emotionally damage or break another human being. No matter how much hurt I’ve experienced and seen in life I’d never hurt someone emotionally.

    • Jayde Onyx Lei
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      I feel you, the emotional abuse takes its toll and the sex doesn’t become worth it anymore. I am the same way, I have been through so much shit I have learned not to react emotionally to it anymore and everyone thinks I lack empathy. SMH

      • amediablogger
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        Emotional abuse is extremely destructive. I’m sorry you’ve experienced that in life. Chin up experience makes us all the much stronger.

        • Jayde Onyx Lei
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          Chim chimney chin chimney chin chin cha ree… LOL that is what pops up in my head when some one tells me to chin up. Sorry… stupid Aspie thing I do.

          • amediablogger
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            That was pretty funny haha. Now I’m singing that song and probably I’ll dream of the movie tonight.

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